The Lost Ones | Chapter XIV

I could hear you scared calling my name as soon as you heard the riot; I always knew where to find you, even when lately everything seems to be out of place; Don’t be afraid, I came back trough the hell just for you, but I can’t do anything for her anymore, She let them cross the gates while I was sleeping or maybe she always keep them hidden behind the portraits where my picture supposed to be

There´s no time to waste, the walls could fall and crush us anytime while we speak, and I got just the enough blood running through my veins to get us out of here in safe; We can’t go back this time, so grab anything you can carry in your little hands, but don’t forget your colors, because you'll be the one who paint the stars in our sky tomorrow

I have to get you out of here while I can, I got no choice and maybe one day you'll understand why I did it, this is probably the only way that the story could remain intact and survives to be told another day...in another life

Before we trace our own path together, you must to know the only truth that my tired arms can hold at this point; And the truth is that just for a moment, when were needed, We belong and were ourselves in that place, We dream and play every night and day, We were loved and cared, We speak on a language that only our kind can understand, and even when she doesn't wants to remember anymore, she used to wait for us every night to sleep and rest while the Moon take care of us; That was the part of the story that belong to us till this day

Do not feel defeated, we are not running away,
You did nothing wrong and I never desist and always stand up for what I believe, I tried with all my soul to save everything that I could, I fought with shadows and stumbled with unburied bones, It just came the time to find by ourselves some place that we can call it Home

Be proud of what we did, of what we feel, of what we are, of what we gain and lose, Be proud to be who you are and where you come from…You got your name after the chaos, but is not our time anymore, not in this place at this moment, another flag will have to rise above the fortress; She already knows everything that I could probably say, She knows that we will burn our wings if we fly too close to the sun..So far away from the moon; Maybe one day the life in self will let us write on the same page again

I am and always will be MasterWolf,
Doesn't matter how deep I´ll dig, How high I'll fly or How hard I'll fall...My true skin will not change of color by the ashes of dead fires, or by the one which might start

-Warriors and Demons...Can you hear me??!!
Come out wherever you are; Tonight Is our time to set the sky on fire,
Kamikaze Pilots will cross the midnight air as flaming arrows,
Walk proud on the front Frida...Pick up your Cookie and FIGHT!!

And as I told her long ago, I told you the same this night to not be afraid of anything that could come…

“Look back and you’ll find me, Look forward and I’ll be there”

MasterWolf

The Unwritten Covenant | Chapter XIII

-It doesn't matter how much I want to hold the air with my bare hands, it always finds the way to escape between the fingers

Where did the reckless hunter? The glare has been hiding shyly behind my eyes and keeps me away from what it used to be, of what I truly am; while my soul dried slowly like an old tree, and my cross shaped branches crashes against the dirt by the whispering breeze of the accrued silences and the solitude that feeds of my arms wide open

I’m still looking for her, every night I walk through his trace till the point where she let them the last time I saw her, she sometimes left behind some clues along the path of where she might be or where she could be the night after. Either way I often return with my hands empty and the mystery still unsolved

Last time, the loyalty sadly just could resisted the temptation just as a child when he has a few coins to expend on one place in a limited time; meanwhile this blackened sky gives me a bad feeling, something might be about to happen; I can't see my moon at a glance through heavy cloudy

...Sometimes a little wind could be enough to start some fleeting bonfires

Has been a long time since I can’t recognize her, It seems like she has been wearing his soul like it was a overcoat for being used only if the weather ask it for, while time to time I've found myself, asking her for shelter for my frozen bones between the comfortably warmness of his arms

Lately she has been showing me his worst face and I can’t talk to his eyes, her skin became as cold as his words; the only thing that I want is that she can remember himself, that she can remember how we used to talk in our language, how we used to take care of each other, how we used to defeat everyone who tried to tear us apart, I just want that she can remember us

It doesn't matter how much I'm there for her or how much stronger I think I am for her; it doesn´t matter at all if at the end I disappoint her when she most needs me

I think about it every passing day and I’m aware about the things that I do over more and the ones who I've never done before

I know that she still is waiting for me to be better and stronger of I am now, but never mind the efforts either way she has been losing the patience little by little every day since then so far

I want to keep believing in gods and deities rather to become in a selfish atheist who doesn’t have faith on a greatest purpose than itself

But something tells me that I should trust again blindly on my instinct to retain my spirit intact to does not mistake my kindness for weakness or naivity of any kind

Whichever comes first for better or worse, at the end of the day our souls or just one of the both, in peace will rest for having been fair in the game of clovers and swords

...So be it

Crimsom | Chapter XII

A time ago I don't see more lyrics carved on the flesh across my back, written with the ancient Ink of thousand days of waiting and estrangement

Where did all the lace, the leather, the black collar and the reckless and passionate lunacy when she wrote those letters

After all I always know who I am and to whom I belong; I just hope the Moon still knows how to respond the howling when I call her even if the sky is too clouded to do it...

Exodus | Chapter XI

I made a decision so many years ago, even before thinking that I might could find you again; I decide that I wasn't destined for sentimental side of things, But if I ever did let myself fall to the end for someone, certainly it would be a demon like you, the only one that I been looking for since then

I don’t remember have been followed by no one, but what I do remember it's the chasing of you tracks that constantly shifting while you move, I been guided by the essence that remains on the path when you walk across them

I feel grateful because this hunting taking me to unknown places where I never thought to be in different situations, I still seeing you far away in the distance, I can see you lips moving, but I can’t hear what you saying

Even though I keep taking steps forward and never backwards, do you can see me starving at the distance?, maybe it's time to come closer to see what my eyes have to say

I don’t have a temporal shelter, I never stay too much time in the same place, not till now; all I know is that you got the keys of what I like to call as my Home, and I’m trying to find my place in it for me

I’m seeking you, I can’t stay still, I will reach you and we will share the nights that already are waiting for us


Can you hear the sound of my claws coming close to your door?

It's me; I came from so far just for you.

One of a Kind | Chapter X

-When it comes to a breaking point, I don’t have one, not now, not tomorrow…never, I won’t be broken, I can’t be broken, there’s something about me that it makes me deal with the pain and sorrow better then anyone, It’s the basic instinct to survive and resist, to struggle against the shadows who try to keep me locked

Don’t you try to subdue my soul, it’s not necessary, no one has been able to do it, although it’s not a challenge…It never will be, it’s just the way it is, but when I feel surrounded by the strings that every one try to wrap around my neck I disappear leaving no trace behind me; I don't walk away, and certainly I never scape, I just let the fire that lives inside me quench and when that happen I ceased to exist

The search it’s not about for absolutions, redemptions or even forgiveness , It’s about to find the better way to walk in the same path, I have so many lives to share with, so many dreams to make them real, I had enough nights without the light of your moon, as to keep collecting more

There are some days when I feel that I’m still walking trough the darkest fields, full’s of half covered tombs, and I wondering in every step I take if they’ll be there when I come back; Those oldest fears and hesitations which denies to rest, I been fight against them since when I found you lost, just like me

In this Hell live the warriors and there’s no room for the weakness of the saints, this isn’t should be a fight for control, to see which of us deserve to take the throne, this is our home, our dream and our hopes, we are the owners of what we decide, of what we deserve; I’m not going to drag you, and I’m not gonna let me be dragged, this is what we are been waiting for

Take a look in this side of the mirror and you’ll see that you have me in the same way as I always just dream to have you; we are one from now on, finally the lost ones found his way to get home.

Refuse and Resist | Chapter XV

Has been a long journey since I decided to retreat, when I walk away from that place with the remaining flesh beneath my claws to survive to the long winter ahead, I left that kingdom for one only reason, the new order who arrives with the self called King without a owned crown

In my quest to find another place to be what I am I meet up with someone who feeds me and takes care from me, someone how was lost like me, she was running away like me, but she follow my tracks without questions, without knowing where I go, maybe that’s why she still right by my side, waiting…just like I do

Suddenly, someone comes to me to tell me what I think I was waiting to heard; he couldn’t survive, he died on the battlefield the night before I walk, even though the Queen denies to let them go and fall sleep every night with his ashes on his arms, I still can see a few tears falling from his eyes

I feel like I’m waiting for a command, maybe to retreat or attack with the regrets and the complains of that decisions, I’m tied, contained, ruled by the restrictions while the kingdom is rebuild, pushed by the memories that remains, I still seeing the last letters of that name hanging from his lips tainted with someone else’s blood

Patient it’s not one of my better virtues, I know I can wait for anything but not for her, I must be quiet and serene, she will let them rest some day; however I survive with the few drops of life that she gives me from his lips, I drink of his soul every time that she consider appropriately

I’m back commanding the legions trough the shadows, running blind with the heart on one hand and the hope in the other, waiting for a better tomorrow, waiting for the full moon, someday the howls will be heard high and loud again, someday the gates will back to be opened, someday will conquer again the night; in the mean while I refuse and resist, but most of all…I wait.

Kill The King | Chapter VIII

The exodus begins since the king as arrive, some other beasts are following my tracks and I can hear in the bottom of the line what they are screaming, -Someone, anyone…come back and Kill the King before tear our place apart!!-

That forbidden paradise is no longer their home, they prefer the heat instead of a frozen hall, and when the landlord finally baptize his few left slaves; that will be the last day of freedom in where it use to be our unconquered hell, I’m just waiting to hear from a strangers’ voices she’s new name, something sweeter I think, and when that happen she ain’t be a warrior anymore

Their loveless Queen now is under his spell, made of empty and senseless words, everyone in the kingdom feeling betrayal, and I’m still looking forward to the road

-Should come back to kill hem?...I admit that could be a pleasure, to reap his head off and whisper my name in his ear while he just can look right to the floor, I can even barely taste the blood on my lips, but I’m not under his command, Isn’t my emperor anyway, so I’m going to hold back my claws and hide my fangs to wait and see how he ends committing suicide

What you said ain't what you are, show him how quickly can you change your mind, give it the secrets to break your code, to search inside without troubles what he’s looking for, give it the key to open the door or put it a ladder to he don’t have to climb brick by brick to pass the walls

The colorful red of blood will remains through the endless gray, I’m still walking far away from the gates marching surrounded by the dismantle legion of wolves, waiting for a better tomorrow to set in flames another place; I don’t gonna look back to see if what they tell me it’s a truth or another lie...
I don’t care if that king lives to the eternity or if tomorrow dies.

The Path of Thorns | Chapter VII

-Once upon a time I used to be in the other side of the mirror, seeing the life in colors, tasting the flavor of the breeze, but it’s hard to me to remember, to think about it without miss it

You think I don’t know what it feels like?
I eat pain for breakfast, I been there so many fucking times that I can’t even remember, but even though, I refuse to survive in the valley of deaths, struggling with all that makes us weak and blind our eyes, with or without you I’m going to find the way to get out of here to set again all my demons free

-And then, suddenly a new landlord appears...without fangs to show and howls to heard, without fearless eyes to see, instead of that, he comes to me with his new laws and his manner of speech and brings to my door a piece of paper where I read -"I announce you that your Hell is about to freeze"
-From now on he has becoming in a tasty sheep in a land of wolves, with a sign of “Wanted dead or alive” hanging of his neck-

He still there, looking to the scars on my fists and the big mark of my chest, there’s nothing much to explain, he knows that I’m not just another armless resident

It’s not my problem anymore; I’m packing my bags to hit the road, and even when I know that I could crush his bones with my bare hands, I’m just too tired to fight back and justify my acts, it’s time to let the feast to the shadows who -I believe- still living there, to ripped apart and drink his soul; But there’s no sound, not a whisper at all, I think the stranger got a nice and easy Welcome Home!

Before I forget I let something in the bottom drawer hidden beneath my last and damage hopes; you will find the only demon I left on feet, you know his name and what he eats, it’s there to protect you, he know what to do, like once I used to know it too

I am walking away to this path of thorns, the place where once I called home, passing by the last cloud in the sky, I’m living the last hour of my darkest day to begin the quest for find the pieces what I miss to build my Unfreezing Hell.

Farewell | Chapter VI

-I still remember when I saw you with that killer black outfit and the big sunglasses coming down the stairs the first time, I can’t forget your shaking hands and the shy smile.

I still remember almost every encounter we have with so much detail, but now, now my memory starts to fading, a big part of me still wants to remember, but the reason needs to forget, to make me be again what I really am.

I never care of any of my prays, any of them what so ever, till now, till you, and I can’t let that affect me, not now or never, but there’s something about you…something that makes me hold and wait, that makes me want to be there and watch how my kingdom burns to ashes with my consent, there’s something in you, something I can’t explain, a feeling between desire and affection that makes me be in this way, I need to get rid of your spell now when I can, now when it’s to much easier struggle with it, but I can’t kill all the memories even if I want it, I just can’t, It’s not faire, not for me, not for us.

But you have me fighting with the ghost who still lives in you, that big shadow, that rotten memory, that careless and selfish resident who takes all what you have to offer, and left nothing for no one, who doesn’t let you feel again, what sort of power he got in you, to contain all what you are in his fist?, what kind of right he think he have on you to make you worship him and let you fall and fall for him?, I wont waste a tear, even a broken bone for his will, not for him and his selfish will, I’ll do it for you if you ask me, but I know that’s never gonna happen, you aren’t ready yet, and there’s nothing I can do, maybe when you wake up from your deeply nightmare, and leave the shadows who surround you, maybe when you let to this beaten, broken and scarred beast take care of you, maybe when you let me splatter color on your gray…maybe.

Now, I’m gonna reinvent myself, evolve if you want, I’m gonna miss our battles, our “sincere” and armless battles, I still don’t know what it changes, what makes you retreat, what transform what you starting to feel in this, you are already scared of what I maybe could make you feel, I’m not gonna judge you…never, I’m still thinking we are the same thing, we still sharing all what at the beginning makes us speak in the same language, I'll always be your allied and not you enemy, we are the same kind, the same demons in our playground, trying to live in peace and survive to our past, but it’s hard to fight alone with the shadows, try to defeat what you don’t want to be defeated.
From now on I dine alone in hell while it freezes, till you decide to come back and torch the place again like it used to be.

The hunting finally stops, I’m gonna let you recover your breath,
So long my favorite demon, I hope to see you soon, in some point between fantasy and reality I will find you again, fearless and willing to feel.

Full Moon (The Demon's Playground) | Chapter V

-When I’m starting to miss our last encounter, I find you again in my path, you my favorite demon, my nemesis and my alter ego.

Another full moon was the witness of the struggle of our instincts, nothing to lose in both sides, always teasing and playing with fire, and I must say, till now, I never found a better contender then you, a real goddess with sharp claws and a saucy attitude that makes to hell a very comfortable place to live, and we know how great it is to be residents there.

Our struggle never ends, because we never stop fighting, we never give up and take nothing for granted, we are from the lost ones and always be, there’s nothing to we can lose, that’s why I keep around you, wondering when you gonna let me drink of your warrior soul again, And in the end, we always play the same game, the haunting game, it’s incredible how can you took my animal side and make them fall at your will, feel your claws crawling on my skin and your sizzling meow rumble in my ears it’s the only thing that makes me want to destroy my prison of steel. Let’s make this rough for once, chain me to the wall and start to play, I have nothing to lose, everything is already given and waiting to be taken, Let’s play for real and tumble in our flames, till one of us stops breathing, just for a moment, when the grateful agony begins.

You never be able to kill this kind of beast, sometimes you are just like a cat playing with a hank of thread, but you always leave me wounded and asking for more, that's your power and there´s nothing i want to do about it, I’m still can’t understand why I can’t use all my strong in you, why I can’t just swallow you or crush you in my arms, at the end I always try to protect you like if you need that, never mind, this is another chronicle of our armless encounters, what it happens when two singular demons wants to play.

You leave me howling, like you always do, we are even, there’s nothing to reclaim, or too much I can do about it, you are my favorite pray after all.

There’s only one thing I can promise you,
“Next time come closer…and if you do, make sure to bring a leash or a stronger chain with you, it’s just an advice if you want to walk away with all your parts in the same place, I would bite anything you put in front of my cage”
Don’t be shy honney and give a taste of some goddess flesh to this beaten wolf again.

Till the next encounter…

"Welcome to The Demon's Playground.....Welcome to Hell"

The Funeral Of My Soul | Chapter IV

-Last night was my last day has a human being,
It remains the basic characteristics of what I use to be,
But not a single, clear, identifiable emotion...

When everything seems to falling apart
I rather became some one else,
Some one how doesn’t care about anything,
Some one how takes all and give nothing,
A reaper if you want…
Cause I’ll never be the way I want,
This old ideal must change, evolve.

And in order to accept my new skin,
I shut my self inside
and try to don’t be able to feel,
I close the gates for anyone how wants to watch,
The freak show it’s over.

This is the funeral of my soul
And everyone is invited,
Come to se how my kingdom burns to ashes,
Come and take what ever you want,
I don’t need anything what’s inside.
And when my time arrive
I’ll be ready for built a new empire.

Catharsis | Chapter III

-I’m tired to be the only one who cares…
Tired of be the one who drinks all their pains and sorrows,
Lots of confusions and ghosts to fight,
I leave to much kindness and sweetness on my way…
For what?
It really matters?
I don’t think so…
Not at all…
Not in this life.

The Encounter | Chapter II

-!!Breath…I repeat to myself…!!Breath….once again

Something just pass trough me in the silent of the night…
I see that coming…But even though,
I just open my arms and enjoy the attack,
I see her face, just for a moment,
just for a glimpse in my eye.

I’m hurt so badly right now…
I forgot how that feels,
is so delicious…so intense…
I can barely move
but I need some more of that.

Ill be honest, I miss that feeling…
That scary and painful feeling, so full of love and desire.

Hit me,
Tie me,
Bite me,
Burn me,
Kiss me,
Set all my demons free,
Carve your name across my back,
You are free to do with me what ever you want.

And even if I easily could crush you in my arms without a fight,
I rather be the victim this time.