-I still remember when I saw you with that killer black outfit and the big sunglasses coming down the stairs the first time, I can’t forget your shaking hands and the shy smile.
I still remember almost every encounter we have with so much detail, but now, now my memory starts to fading, a big part of me still wants to remember, but the reason needs to forget, to make me be again what I really am.
I never care of any of my prays, any of them what so ever, till now, till you, and I can’t let that affect me, not now or never, but there’s something about you…something that makes me hold and wait, that makes me want to be there and watch how my kingdom burns to ashes with my consent, there’s something in you, something I can’t explain, a feeling between desire and affection that makes me be in this way, I need to get rid of your spell now when I can, now when it’s to much easier struggle with it, but I can’t kill all the memories even if I want it, I just can’t, It’s not faire, not for me, not for us.
But you have me fighting with the ghost who still lives in you, that big shadow, that rotten memory, that careless and selfish resident who takes all what you have to offer, and left nothing for no one, who doesn’t let you feel again, what sort of power he got in you, to contain all what you are in his fist?, what kind of right he think he have on you to make you worship him and let you fall and fall for him?, I wont waste a tear, even a broken bone for his will, not for him and his selfish will, I’ll do it for you if you ask me, but I know that’s never gonna happen, you aren’t ready yet, and there’s nothing I can do, maybe when you wake up from your deeply nightmare, and leave the shadows who surround you, maybe when you let to this beaten, broken and scarred beast take care of you, maybe when you let me splatter color on your gray…maybe.
Now, I’m gonna reinvent myself, evolve if you want, I’m gonna miss our battles, our “sincere” and armless battles, I still don’t know what it changes, what makes you retreat, what transform what you starting to feel in this, you are already scared of what I maybe could make you feel, I’m not gonna judge you…never, I’m still thinking we are the same thing, we still sharing all what at the beginning makes us speak in the same language, I'll always be your allied and not you enemy, we are the same kind, the same demons in our playground, trying to live in peace and survive to our past, but it’s hard to fight alone with the shadows, try to defeat what you don’t want to be defeated.
From now on I dine alone in hell while it freezes, till you decide to come back and torch the place again like it used to be.
The hunting finally stops, I’m gonna let you recover your breath,
So long my favorite demon, I hope to see you soon, in some point between fantasy and reality I will find you again, fearless and willing to feel.
miércoles, 26 de noviembre de 2008
Full Moon (The Demon's Playground) | Chapter V
-When I’m starting to miss our last encounter, I find you again in my path, you my favorite demon, my nemesis and my alter ego.
Another full moon was the witness of the struggle of our instincts, nothing to lose in both sides, always teasing and playing with fire, and I must say, till now, I never found a better contender then you, a real goddess with sharp claws and a saucy attitude that makes to hell a very comfortable place to live, and we know how great it is to be residents there.
Our struggle never ends, because we never stop fighting, we never give up and take nothing for granted, we are from the lost ones and always be, there’s nothing to we can lose, that’s why I keep around you, wondering when you gonna let me drink of your warrior soul again, And in the end, we always play the same game, the haunting game, it’s incredible how can you took my animal side and make them fall at your will, feel your claws crawling on my skin and your sizzling meow rumble in my ears it’s the only thing that makes me want to destroy my prison of steel. Let’s make this rough for once, chain me to the wall and start to play, I have nothing to lose, everything is already given and waiting to be taken, Let’s play for real and tumble in our flames, till one of us stops breathing, just for a moment, when the grateful agony begins.
You never be able to kill this kind of beast, sometimes you are just like a cat playing with a hank of thread, but you always leave me wounded and asking for more, that's your power and there´s nothing i want to do about it, I’m still can’t understand why I can’t use all my strong in you, why I can’t just swallow you or crush you in my arms, at the end I always try to protect you like if you need that, never mind, this is another chronicle of our armless encounters, what it happens when two singular demons wants to play.
You leave me howling, like you always do, we are even, there’s nothing to reclaim, or too much I can do about it, you are my favorite pray after all.
There’s only one thing I can promise you,
“Next time come closer…and if you do, make sure to bring a leash or a stronger chain with you, it’s just an advice if you want to walk away with all your parts in the same place, I would bite anything you put in front of my cage”
Don’t be shy honney and give a taste of some goddess flesh to this beaten wolf again.
Till the next encounter…
"Welcome to The Demon's Playground.....Welcome to Hell"
Another full moon was the witness of the struggle of our instincts, nothing to lose in both sides, always teasing and playing with fire, and I must say, till now, I never found a better contender then you, a real goddess with sharp claws and a saucy attitude that makes to hell a very comfortable place to live, and we know how great it is to be residents there.
Our struggle never ends, because we never stop fighting, we never give up and take nothing for granted, we are from the lost ones and always be, there’s nothing to we can lose, that’s why I keep around you, wondering when you gonna let me drink of your warrior soul again, And in the end, we always play the same game, the haunting game, it’s incredible how can you took my animal side and make them fall at your will, feel your claws crawling on my skin and your sizzling meow rumble in my ears it’s the only thing that makes me want to destroy my prison of steel. Let’s make this rough for once, chain me to the wall and start to play, I have nothing to lose, everything is already given and waiting to be taken, Let’s play for real and tumble in our flames, till one of us stops breathing, just for a moment, when the grateful agony begins.
You never be able to kill this kind of beast, sometimes you are just like a cat playing with a hank of thread, but you always leave me wounded and asking for more, that's your power and there´s nothing i want to do about it, I’m still can’t understand why I can’t use all my strong in you, why I can’t just swallow you or crush you in my arms, at the end I always try to protect you like if you need that, never mind, this is another chronicle of our armless encounters, what it happens when two singular demons wants to play.
You leave me howling, like you always do, we are even, there’s nothing to reclaim, or too much I can do about it, you are my favorite pray after all.
There’s only one thing I can promise you,
“Next time come closer…and if you do, make sure to bring a leash or a stronger chain with you, it’s just an advice if you want to walk away with all your parts in the same place, I would bite anything you put in front of my cage”
Don’t be shy honney and give a taste of some goddess flesh to this beaten wolf again.
Till the next encounter…
"Welcome to The Demon's Playground.....Welcome to Hell"
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